Let me die one day, not literally that I want to die but what I mean is that I want a rest. I am like an old tree with a falling leaves, like a small candle lightening up the whole house, a poor father sacrificing for his children, like a soldier fighting alone. I am once a leader, a leader that will do everything for his team and yes leadership means commitments that's why I am doing my job well. But why do I still doing these jobs? even though I have no title now, even though I am an old leader, even though I am done.
I thought it could set me free, it could make me rest if I passed my rank. They didn't care, no one cares rather. I am solo fighting, I'm always at pressure, I am tired. I am doing the job that other must do and I feel like it slowly killing me but I can't die. I want to die for one day, please let me die even for one day.