Letter To My Almost Lover.

Dear Almost A Lover,

I hate the word almost as much as I hate extra sugar in my coffee, it kind of ruins it. Well I am not here to pose questions on you but it's just that I want you to know that I am so much more than this.

I am glad we did not end up together because how else I would come back to senses and find the gut to tell myself that, 'You my sweetheart are worthy of efforts and this is not your standard.' I am not disgracing you by any chance but interrupt me only if you think I deserve any less.

I am glad I let you go at the right time before you could crush me over. Maybe you were a dating material and maybe we could still flirt around but I don't function like that. I am all or nothing kinda person. I am not someone who'll sit back home and sob over occasional questions like do I matter as much to him or am I enough? I have always given my all if someone deserved that but if you leave me hanging and in puddle of questions than I am sorry I'll walk off. I cannot lower my self over someone who doesn't treat me right.

I am not a casual swipe right. The vibe has to be special. If not grand gestures then at least something that shows that you REALLY want it. If you cannot bestow me with efforts and assurance before the dating stage then I am glad we never ended up together.

I am more attentive towards people now. The more I hear maybes and almosts, the more I drift. I get it how you aren't sure about me but I am not going to take that. I am glad you passed by. I don't regret the feelings that developed for you because it just turned me into a better person somehow.

There is no chance for any almost love to trespass the boundaries of my heart because now I know what I don't want and what I am worthy of. I deserve a person who'll fight for me, who will not confuse me with mixed signals, who will not keep me waiting, who will not say things he doesn't mean, who will not treat me like I am just another option and someone who doesn't feel the need to give a second thought about me.

Someone who wants to win me over and most importantly a person who will not love me with half a heart.

Yours,

Sorry-Never-Yours.