Life after death!!

Have you ever imagined how would be your life after death??
Before dying I never gave a thought about the fact.
But today when I am about to die I feel like living it once again,
Today when the time is slipping from my hands I feel like holding it tight.
When I'm about to loose everything I'm understanding the pain,
But the only regret is, I guess I'm late and the time is no more right.

No I'm not dying of illness,
No I'm not losing the time by any disease,
No my lose is nothing to do with the literal meaning of dying,

I'm dying because I'm losing my happiness,
I'm dying because there left no craziness.
I'm dying because I'm leaving behind my childhood,
I'm dying because in life there left nothing good.

Today I'm understanding the value of freedom,
The freedom that was once an important part of my life,
And today, I'm stuck, stuck in a place I never wished for,
I want to be a free bird, to fly the whole world,
To see the world with my own different specs,
To be my own boss, to bear my own loss,
I don't want to feel the pain of a prisoner,
I'm not a culprit, I'm a designer,
I am an artist who love to create and re-create life,
How can I think of working in the edge of a knife?

I want to see the path of my life to be a little bit bending,
Yes I understood the price of my life when I realised that it's ending.