Losing a good friend hurts !

We met as strangers
I was a conservative type
Yet you wanted my friendship
You did all you could
You slowly build my trust on you
Finally you succeeded !

We became BEST FRIENDS !!!

I thought we could be the same always....

But everything changed after some years.

I was too stupid not to realise the change in you
The change that I never expected from you
The change that changed you to love me more than a friend.

You said you love me
I said it's just a temporary feel !

I never thought my rejection would stop as being friends.

That was the last time I talked to you !

You went far away....

No calls, no messages, nothing....

At first I thought you needed time and space to sort out your heart and mind
But soon I realised that you will never come back.

Yes I missed you !
I missed our conversations !
I missed our friendship !
I still miss them all !
I miss you best friend !

Now I think to myself,
Was I really your bestfriend before you fell in love with me ?
Whatever you did, was it all just to make me fall in love and not for friendship ?
Was there no friendship between us from the beginning.

Was I not even considered a human being to atleast bid a good bye.

I know it hurts you so bad after hearing my rejection,
Still how could you not cherish our friendship ?

All the while I trusted you and cherished our friendship, I still cherish it !

I am not sure where you are and what you are currently doing.
I wish you for the best, hope you get what you deserve.

And, I am Sorry !!!

NOTE :
Even friendship breakups hurts so so so so bad !