OMG TRAUMA
No, Don't worry.
I didn't commit suicide, I committed a relationship. Both somewhat similar for those single guys out there. So trauma here is little different.
It cannot be called Trauma as such, but some shocking revelation we both faced about each other after getting committed.
TRAUMA #1
You won't believe that even after being such a close friend with Gauri, We didn't talk about food.
In every relationship..
When you are chatting with your partner too much and less on calls. Your calls starts with :
Hi
How are you
How is your family
How are studies going on
Did you have food
What food
Finish .....
Now the worst part starts in the call:
Aur batao..
{What else}
Kya chal raha..
{What's going on}
Aur
{And say}
Aur
{Anything more}
Aur kuchh nahi meri maa
{no subtitles plz adjust}
Just because you don't know what to speak but you don't want to hang up the call, it happens.
Every couple faces this and survives sometimes. Needs patience though.
Back to the point.
A question she asked what food did you have?
Atleast Twice a week my answer would be 🍗Chicken.
I love Chicken, What to do?
She hates Meat, chicken. But she was not vegetarian. She eats fish, eggs but not chicken.
Why dear? You eat it's children, but hate it.
But I was a good boy (I mean I am). I never ate chicken in front of her. We always ate paneer when we met.
Marathi people will never cook a paneer recipe at home but will not eat anything except paneer at any hotel. IRONY
But Chicken or Paneer never came between us. Instead she called me Chicken and I call her Paneer.
TRAUMA #2
It was for her as she came to know that I snore during sleeps. And it was horrible those days. I accept. I was glad she didn't snore. Instead she forced me to treat it. And now I don't snore. Thanks Gauri. You made sure that you can sleep. I was sleeping anyways.
TRAUMA #3
Agree or not. Night time is the time when most couples have chats. But Gauri was kind of girl, if she had stayed awake till 11pm. I would have taken a pilgrimage tour.
She can't control sleep. She sleeps like almost 12 hours a day. 9-10 hours at night. Afternoon naps are compulsory. Then location doesn't matter, may it be bus train or classroom.
But still I loved the way she was.
Now serious traumas coming up..
TRAUMA #4
Her parents were well known amongst their community. Are you understanding..?
They won't accept an inter-caste marriage.
So.
.
.
I didn't convert. Don't worry. That won't help either. I would have to convince them but that comes later. So no worries right now.
One more Trauma that brought maturity in me..
TRAUMA #5
It was very nice day. We were going to meet after 3 months. In our relationship of 2 years we had met just 5-6 times. So every meeting had to be special. So I got prepared for it nicely.
She was going to meet her college friend Nikita and then we were going to meet.
It was already half an hour late for Gauri to come. I knew she has habit of coming late. But time passed and there was no sign of her coming, I called her, she rejected. Now my nervousness converted to worry. I kept positive approach that she might be busy. I came home, she messaged me saying sorry couldn't meet today. I asked her what happened she said nothing.
That evening, I was using different browser which Gauri used when she met last time months ago. There I found her Fb was logged in and messages were unread. Normally I won't sneak in her privacy but as she wasnt sharing anything I opened a chat window of Nikita where they had chat yesterday after meeting.
Those words shook me hard. As the words of Nikita were "I know how much close you we're with him, He mentioned your name many times"
Gauri's reply "There's no one like him, I miss him"
Nikita replies "I know you love him a lot, Let's meet tomorrow again and we can go to his home."
Gauri replied " Ok, I will call you tomorrow "
That night was totally broken from inside, it felt worse than what it felt at the time of Ananya..
What was the matter? Why did Gauri lie to me again? Is she playing with my feelings? What was I supposed to do? How would I react?
Much more feelings and love in next chapter of Love Burst, Keep loving. Keep reading.