A winter evening,
My heart was screaming,
Not a word from my mouth,
What happened with me,
I was not believing,
Like a boulder,
Crushed my shoulder,
Someone just took,
Away my foot,
My hands,
Were like canned,
I was so helpless,
Watching you cry.
In the nights I had dreams,
About having you beside me,
Singing songs with me,
Teaching me lessons of life,
Being my spiritual guide,
I never got justified,
I always got fortified,
I thought my inner self had died,
But he's alive,
Alone in the dark crying,
Asking the god why...
Never got the answer he became dumb,
Fell on the floor unconscious,
His heart have became numb,
He got into his conscience,
Regretting for the undone,
Misery stuck like gum,
The words sounded like the gun,
His face was white like bun,
Scorching hot like the sun,
He just want to get up and run,
The life taught him more than he needed to learn,
He's hurt,
Never showing anyone,
He's burnt,
Never crying physically,
He's learnt,
The lessons of life,
He's done,
He just wanna end up his life.
But then conciousness comes alive,
Tried to bribe the feelings,
To feel a bit alive,
Giving the materialistic pleasure,
He got the vibe,
Of the demonic aura,
Trying to fight,
For the himself,
It was the first time,
He took a stand against himself,
For his own good,
He's alive,
As alive as he could be,
No reason to live,
Isn't a good reason to die,
But no reason to die,
Is a good reason to live.
He's alive, as he isn't dead,
He ain't have no dreams,
No aims, no goals in life,
He just want to enjoy,
And search for the reason to be alive,
He's existing,
He isn't living,
He isn't crying,
He's just dying,
From withing,
He isn't alive.