Maybe its time to let go.....

With wet eyes and tears rolling down my face I can't even merely see what Iam writing ,expect your face, your smile and that sparkling eyes ,I have turned blind to all that's around me.I can see that Iam breaking down deep inside ,I can hear the sound of my weeping heart and I know that soon it will break down  into pieces and tear me apart.Still I stand numb being not ready to move ,not ready to accept the reality,not ready to realise that you aren't mine and you were never mine.But how long can I run away from the truth, one day I will  have to face it.And now I have started to know that  maybe it is time to stop dreaming dreams that aren't meant to be ,that maybe it is time to stop living a fantasy ,that maybe it is time to stop waiting for something that will never happen and maybe it is time to let go.