Me or him?

I was been hurt for how many years. Giving all my heart to you is the best worst thing that I ever had in my entire life. You stole my heart then you punch until you broke it.

At first, I don't have any doubt on you because you are a God servant and you really love to serve God. I'm so stupid that I take the chance to grab you because I know, the man who loves God, can't hurt a woman they love.

I know that your not a cheater but a good keeper.

I know that you don't know what flirt is, that's why I trust you.

I know that boxing is not your line, that's why I know you won't hurt me physically.

I know your not a bubble but a shadow of mine.

'Cause you know what I know?

I really love you. I trust you althroughout.

And I love you the way you love God.

But as the thunder storm strike my head with the bang!

You left me alone running for my last breathe.

After all, you broke my heart.

You left me on the bed of killer cancer.

You didn't fullfil all your promises.

You say you love, then, where are you now?

You say you can't live without me, then, where are you now?

You say we will last 'till forever, then, what's this?

And now, I realized that you never love me.

After all my love for you, you still choose him above me—above all.

You said, Serving him is your role.

Well, who I am to have you if at the first part of the story, I am the one who stole you from him.

And I see him as our third party.

Yes, I'm a buckle of shit.