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Mon Amour

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Hey there, future soulmate of mine.

I've come to think a lot of stuffs about you and about my past relationship. It's really hard to justify what I really want to do with it but I swear I don't have any regrets letting him go, I just want you to know that he's one of my "lesson learned" but I'm still thankful that he came into my life.

I'm very hard to pin down, honestly, when you ever think of me liking you or being interested in you even if I'd say that you're just overthinking, you are actually right. Once I'm into someone, once I'm interested in them, I always want to let them feel that they're wanted but I would never really ask you out nor confess to you first nor even make the first move when it comes to showing affections. Even if you ask him, he'd probably agree with me— I am coy, I'm demure but sometimes I tend to act hyper and I am very noisy but the truth is I just want to get your attention.

I'm sorry if sometimes I make you feel like you're not loved nor wanted, it's just that I'm confused with my feelings for you, I'm battling between "do I love him?" and "I shouldn't give up if I'll regret it". The truth is that I fall in and fall out of love real quickly but that doesn't mean I don't love you anymore, I still care and you still have a place in my heart but it's just that there's no spark in my eyes whenever I see you anymore but don't worry, it'll pass because I know deep inside I still love you deeply and when I'm done thinking about it, I'll come back to you as soon as I possible.

They said that when someone is confused and when they are triggered to choose between loving you and unloving you, it means they don't love you anymore because they're confused but when they stay then that means they still choose to be with you so when that thought comes up in your mind just try to give me some time alone, I won't take long.

I don't know if I'm hard to get nor easy to get but keeping me is really hard, I love adventures, maybe even if we're together it feels like you don't really own me at all, I know you'll feel that someday but no matter what happens please think that I love you.

I don't know if this feeling of hurting someone would go away but honestly it feels like I've hurt him deeply just because he thought that he don't wanna hurt me, his ego and my pride clashed and I feel really guilty but actually I really want to let go of this guilt.

I no longer love him, it's you whom I choose so please feel secured.

Hey there, future soulmate of mine.

I don't have a clue who you are or where you are but actually I like someone at school, he's cute, he's a gentleman, he loves to draw and he's a good friend of mine. I don't know what's his feelings for me but I would be lying if I'll say I don't want to be his and I don't want him to be mine. This new guy— I know he's such a good guy, my friend once told me that if he's gonna have a girlfriend and if I'll be that girl, I'd be so lucky, even my adviser told me that he's also smart, he's also good and he's also handsome well I guess she was comparing him to him but I care less because this new guy, I don't think he'd even do what my ex did to me, I love him as a friend and even more than that. I was really scared to confess my feelings for him to my friend but she said "he's not like him who'll fall out easily" I was very happy to hear that since that girl is actually his classmate and she knew things about him.

I am very happy that I finally accepted the fact that I had moved on and the past couldn't be changed and there's nothing that I return to in there.

Hey there, future soulmate of mine.

Let's meet someday and let's make some memories.

I love you to the moon and back.



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Updated on March 24, 2017

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