Moon of June

My birthday's near, found this note. 

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Hi, moon. Seems like everybody saw you sneaking out tonight. You know what? They are right. Do not try to hide. Everybody has been looking up to you. Okay, I know, enough about you. So, here's me, trying to think of a fallback plan. Shameless me because I know exactly what you are doing yet it sounds like I am questioning you with all that hiding thing. I think I am good at hiding. I am always hiding, maybe not always, but often. I blend myself in. Thinking I am not worthy of attention, recognition, and you know, appreciation.

Me

being me.

Being "the me" who always try to hide, yet going nowhere.

You

being you.

Being the moon who tries to hide tonight yet you are everywhere.

Okay, so goodbye for now. I also just sneaked out tonight. Thanks for listening.

[Hi, I saw you peeped through the clouds when I get home around 8:40 pm before entering into my house's gate. I am tired. Anyway, I just want to tell you that, maybe, I do not need to always hide.. sometimes being the quiet but silly me is a good thing. I do not need to blend in nor hide, because I am "me", this woman must go somewhere, somewhere I truly belong and while I am still figuring it out and walking this path that I feel is meant for me, I will always choose to go right up in the road and to keep going. Somehow, someday, I will know how to conquer each and everyday stronger and wiser.

Nowhere to somewhere. Progress. Thanks, moon. You making me realize, I love that.

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Here's to more years of building self-love, battles that only I would know, and endless exploration. Cheers. 

You keep guiding my heart, universe. 

"Youth and miracles, these are just small details of the universe." 

mforthree

[cover: own photo]