"I had fallen in love for you"
Not once but many more times you could fall in love for someone but not many more only once you can fall out of love for yourself!
& this is how it's all about ?
Staring at the wall,
Waiting for your call.
It didn't matter to you,
I guess..
about how many uncountable teardrops I scrolled
instead nailed you above all!
Yes,I had fallen in love for you...
In b/w
Belittling those spoken fights to
Happily texting you : Don't worry.."Everything is alright"!
So that in our following meet might,
you'll love me more with a hug tight adding love bite.
I had fallen in love for you...
In b/w
Giving your personal space amidst of our marked times to requesting you to at least remember me before your bedtime..
Wishing that your attraction for me will always remain prime!
I had fallen in love for you..
In b/w
Grateful then to begging now for your precious past cares which are presently not fair !
Hoping that someday the reason behind it you'll share!
I had fallen in love for you..
On contemplating the gradually dejected playlist of mine..
From : Dil diyan gallan
Karaange naal naal beh ke
Akh naale akh nu milaa ke!
To : Mujhe Lagta Hai
Ke Baatein Dil Ki
Hoti Lafzon Ki Dhokebaazi!
On the contrary :
Iss chahat mein marr jaungi,
Mai phir bhi tumko chahungi!
I had fallen in love for you..
Additionally among many more ifs & buts,
Which I couldn't tell you before
due to lack of guts,
& now it really sucks!
I know that
This is not really very great to announce,
may be you will think me as mentally unsound.
But the fact of matter is that...
In the ocean of our love,
I sank but you bounced!
I fell in but you jumped out!
Being unsually usual alike back then
I had fallen in again but now I am searching my way out!
My way out of the walls to see the sky,
My way out of the texts on which I used to rely,
My way out of the times I begged single minute to fly,
My way out of the songs that once made me cry,
My way out of the fear to tell you goodbye,
My way out of our precious memories,
& I exactly know why!
Remember ?
The Balloon analogy,
the more you blow,
the more it will expand & grow.
But after a certain point of time
it will burst out.
Similarly,
Though it was before against my will & my abouts,
"Proudly speaking"
Yes I had fallen in love with you before,
But now
I am falling out of our love for myself!
Still! I think,
its earlier to say that
the love between us is no more..