Someday when I'll be delivering our baby, I Want you to be there to hold my hand & tell me that everything will be okey, I want you to be strong for us both, to encourage me & be my strentgh, I want you to touch my face & kiss my lips & Tell me that I still look pretty even while screaming, I want you to tell me u love me & hold me tight close to your heart so that I could hear its beats, I simply Want you to be there, in every moment & every pain, I want to see ur face to feel better, Knowing that I'll bring a baby to the life, & your baby who reunites our blood in his veines, It doesn't only makes me feel proud but also Like if my whole life was for this specefic moment, I Was living only to bring this angel to life, It doesn't matter If My life stopped at that moment Coz I'll know I've left a piece of me there, I'll only be sad for him, not beeing a part of his life & not beeing able to hear that magical word "Mamie", this thought breaks my heart.. so I pray god to give me enough years to live to see him growing & see you ageing so that we will see his children & if we are lucky enough we will see his grand children "Ameen !"
P.S: I still didn't met u yet my baby's father But I'm writing all my feelings for you from now, I want to leave the evidence that I loved you even before I met you & show you the things I wanted to had with u while I was 19..