I just wanted to talk a bit of what I feel like in my head sometimes when I feel a bit down or when I start to overthink stuff. It's no big deal and I am completely ok. It just gets a bit confusing sometimes, that's all...
Life is complicated for me. It doesn't seem so to anyone who sees me, talks to me. But in my head, there are so many things, that I don't even know how to express them. My thoughts and feelings are tangled, walking arm-in-arm. As well as my so-called 'dreams', fantasies, goals, envies, memories... And so many things. My head is like an insulated house. Inside is very loud, crowdy and messy, nothing is in order nor at it's place. But from outside, all you can see is a vague house or maybe a villa. Or an appartement. It's still in construction and will be until my last day. But it looks colourful, joyfull, inviting. Although the front is a bit cracked.
Anyways, I got a bit off but sometimes, I feel like I start to overthink stuff or I feel frustrated because all the things that I wanted to do for my future are still 'to be done'... I hope I didn't bore you.