My love for you was so deep that I couldn't know how much it is.
I don't know were to start cause i don't how exactly it all began.
Maybe it's been already years has passed ever since i had this feeling, i tried to ignore it because it was inappropriate to have.
I like you.
That moment i said that in my mind i knew something was off and it is not worth fighting for but, it was just your way of things that i couldn't help but fall in love with you.
I also know that I'm not the only person you treated like this that i was just a friend to you. At first i ask simple things, you answered and explained vastly and i was amaze which the real thing i should be insulted but no, at times you help me even if i don't need your help, you're just there to rescue me, to listen to me when it was me against all the odds of this world. There are times when i ignore you but its you who keeps smacking your way unto me and all i know it i had to prepare for something.
I knew the consequences of getting close to you and i thought i was prepared, well let's say that in the game of love anyone who falls first is the loser guess I am and I accept that.
Maybe you were just meant to teach me how real love do feels, the feeling when people say they were "head over heels" of that person.
And I think I will keep the feeling until it dies with in me or let time heal this broken heart. I don't want you to know for in the very first place if i was the person you want you'd already told me but i think no. Instead you told me I was too assuming that i was trying hard to get close to you or there are times you told me i was selfish.
Yes I am the things you've said to me but the real thing is, I wasn't really attached to you. I did those things because I also see you as a close friend or at times a brother, just so you know you don't how really i could get attached to a person. I just showed a small part of it and guess you don't want it.
Funny how tragic it is for me but thanks anyway.