my life

my life is just too sad

and it feels awfully bad 

i made my pillow a tissue

something to cuddle 

and tell my problems too. 

both my parents dont understand 

cause what they know is im alright 

but im sinking deep in my heart 

and i also want to commit suice

sometimes i ask myself

what if i was never born 

would that be great or 

would it just make me feel upset.. 

but what can i do 

im just a mere human being 

who is so much lost in this world of the living???