I am a girl . Now i am 18 years old , from my childhood i can see and relize that there is no one who love me . I have two elder brothers, mom and dad. All loves me but not showing me. Mom cares me but i want that she should be friendly with me she behave like a mom i need a love of my mom that she hug me she kiss me but no she never hug me never kiss me, but yeah my dad loves me alot . the thing what i want they gave me always and just for my dad i live in this world , Some time i am decide to suside but then stop and think about my dad and stop . I don't want to live in this world. I want to go out of the city for study, but no i don't do because my parents don't allowed me, they not allowed to me go market with my friends .
but i know my family love me just sometime i feel like i am alone nobody loves me.
I love dance even dance is my passion when i am sad m just play the songs and starting dancing it gives me happiness and i feel perfect but it is a small town there is no one who teach us dance a professional dance but i want to learn dance a perfect professional dance.
It is a small town there is no facilities for english so i don't know english very well. but i like to talk in english "tutti futti jaise bi o bl leti hu "
I want to live alone it gives me "shanti" just me and me .
There is no one who understand me that what i want ...................