Every memory
Every moments
Every plans
May be coming to an end
Heart's starting to become fragile
Slowly shattered into pieces
Mind' s starting to become a mess
Gradually be out of mind
This feeling shouldn't be felt by someone
Someone like me
Whose always be just the second option
Especially to the special one
I should've known better
I'm just like a pill
That once taken and swallowed
Then thrown away like a toxic
I just made myself a fool
Fool enough
For someone like you
That just made me your therapist
I don't think that you'll read this
But I hope one day
One day, you'll know
You'll realize
To be honest
I miss you
Seriously
Not a joke
You just don't even see
How much I care
How much I really do
Even it hurts deeply
I know
I know that we just met in the second place
But you just think of me as a friend
Friend that just exist then left behind
You may not know
I cried many times
It's all because of you
Who just leave with no marks
You're all the reason behind this
Behind all this pain
All this suffer
All this misery
One day
If you'll realize
You may feel sorry
It's okay I forgive you already
I'm already healing my wounds
All by myself
All without your presence
All without your words
"Forgive and forget"
That's what I did
Yes, I forgive you
But it hurts to forget
Forgetting those memories
those moments
those plans
All being shared
It'll all take time to forget, then.
But one thing's for sure
It's all in the past
All for good reason
One last message
Thanks for everything
If you'll regret
Well, I'm sorry but it's all in the past.
Just remember me as a stranger that once become your friend