Launchorasince 2014
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not even deja vu

the intangible relic she just vacated

many time passed by and her life go wasted

see how she lost in a lonely ofting

alone, waiting , searching something.

For the piece of soul to be renew

theres' nothing left for the ingenue.

Her eyes are full of wonder

while staring at the horizon.

waiting to go yonder

carrying all left emotion.

a little girl beside me

cut into shred

soul and her plea

"bring me back she said"

her voice is shaking as if her life was full 

of storm and rain.

I feel her spirit

I feel her pain.

She is naive, moving on the world 

she didn't even know

and my heart stunned

as I watched her go.

I cry to the deepest

is this what should I see?

a girl begging for the return of her soul

T- this girl was me.

I know there's something left 

unfixed before

bring me back before I tore

bring me back to the way I used to be.

I'm scared for I am now is not me.

I wanna go back to the past before I broke

before I turn into ash and smoke.

But there's no way back

no bridges, no seas neither key nor lock

I hope that someday I can accept the fact.

that not even deja vu can bring me back.