I dont know how or when it happened
As the day passed it was taken away
It took not only my saddness but also my laughter
It took away not only my pain but also my anger
I feel drained out although I am empty
I wish to feel anything cuz I have nothing in me
Even a tear can satisfy me
I cannot depened on fake smile which others see
I live in emptyness
I live in the dark
Im unable feel emotions
I just feel so numbed
"why dont u laugh" others ask
"i dont know the reason" i said to myself
I feel numbed of happiness
I feel numbed of pain
I dont have balance in me is what im saying
I forever wait for these emotion to come back
I still wait