Launchorasince 2014
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Of Goodbyes and Farewells

A dead clock, a broken vase

And an old photo torn in pieces

Left untouched for how many decades

Like a desert never been rained


Memories of the thousand past

Gathered like piles of snow outside

So many but so distant

Like the fleeting star in the night


I stood, in the amidst of ruin

Envisaging the once burning ember

The cackling of the blazing fire

And the moving shadows on the wall


You sat there on the bergére

A malt beer on your hand

A Shakespearean book on your lap

And that heart-wrenching look on your aged face


I would like to hold you

But fear told me not

For if I did, I knew you'll disappear

Like a cigarette smoke in the thin air


Then the radio played the Cascades

A song you love so much like I did

And right there I started to hum

As the scene I was seeing blurred into ripples

A like a stone thrown on waters


The cacophony of the church bell rang

And to the old remnant of that house, I was back

It is snowing yet it doesn't feel cold

I'm not feeling cold


Series of soft footsteps echoed around

Along with muffled cries and quiet whispers

Once again, I saw you looking pale, looking older

And on your hands, a bouquet of white peonies and roses


I want to hold right now and then so I did

Fear finally did not object

But I couldn't feel you, nothing at all

I wish you could


Bells keep ringing on my ears

"Mi dispiace non riesco più a rimanere"

And before the canvas turned white

I said my last goodbye


Addio, addio il mio amore

Questo è crudele, ma Fate era stato buono

May we, once again meet

Not in the future but in another world.