On My Lonely

please know / that when i said / i'm sad / i also mean i'm lonely / and it's not because i'm alone or the house is too quiet / and everybody else is sleeping / what i mean is the sky is cloudy and the moon is too shy to shine / and even if your holding me / i still feel cold / even if i can feel the thin sticky sweat that covers your body / darling / i'm too tired of conversations with crikets and myself / so tonight i told you i'm sad / you hug me and told me you love me / still the moon didn't show up / i had the ghost of a rain for company instead / there are sad that means more than lonely / and there is lonely without company / but tonight i have your body / still i told the crikets i'm sad / when i mean i am lonely even with your company