Once lost in the darkness

I remember those days I don't realize what am I going through.I know that at certain point of my life I've been stuck to negativity.I chooses to overthink things and try to complicate them.

But because I'm scared to get lost someday.I made a way.I saw a reason to keep going.I saw that God is there always.I keep doubting myself everyday,but gone are the days.Everything gets better now and slowly things running smoothly so good.

Do you think living is the scariest way on earth? Do you think you can't hold on unto life challenges?

If you are to question always why this things popping up quickly on your mind,do you not wonder at all why you existed here on earth.

Don't you think that what brought you here is to keep struggling,keep learning,keep growing and keep going.

I tried to escape life
But that was indeed trouble
I tried to fear others
As I choses to start hating my self

I tried to get better
But every seconds that hits me
I think all the time it get worst
If not  I'm scared

I tried to embrace challenges
There's more struggles I've gone through
Difficulties that don't quickly vanish
Seems putting me to get dead but alive

I'm living always,I do exist
But I feel dying inside
Getting shut down when already full
And can't function so good anymore

I've gone through many pains in life.Struggling to know my existence,struggling to make people happy,struggling for love,struggling in studying and worstly, struggling for my goals to persevere.

I chose to struggle and to keep going because I know I am wonderful in my own way.So how are you now?I do hope I gave you hope to decide to have that positivity in your mind.I know you got something here which pushes you to go through struggles and face it.Never quit that would be your greatest regret if you do so.

While you still have the energy in you,choose to become light to everybody.Inspire them,change your way of thinking,be their reason to keep going in life and choose to keep struggling to persevere in your goals.

Ps
Guys,I do hope you love what I write huh?Thanks for your support always.Always say to your self you are wonderful.You are lovely and wonderfully made by God so continue make living okay?Good luck and Godbless in your life.Don't get worried always.Enjoy😊