One Coin, Two Face

Now I'm here, again standing between two faces I've never seen before.
I hate seeing them. Seeing them one step ahead of me every time, every decision I made they are always there to make me regret doing it.

Seeing them ahead of me makes me nervous. They are not the same person but they were just one.

The one who have smaller shadow was known as the teenager, he acts childish, shy, irresponsible and always nervous like I am. The other one, he's in 20's but somehow look younger. He'll make you depressed.

They told me, its not their fault why I am in this situation. The teenager told me "Hey you b*tch you act like your strong but your not!" Then the older guy told me "You can't do anything. Stop it. Just kill yourself. No one loves you, no one cares for you. Die!"

Months after. I realized. After I got treatment by a psychologist, he explained me everything. These two are not two different things. They were like in one coin having the two different faces. One is anxiety and the other one was depression.

The phycologist told me I shouldnt be afraid to it. As long as I get the right treatment for it as long as I fight it I'll win these fight.