one darkness of cold light

it's cold

i'm feeling cold

my fingers were real shrink in cold

i can feel the movement but

i can no longer feel myself

i feel nothin'

it's like my body just went tired

and like a phone battery i just went dead

how i wanted to keep going

but my head just suddenly shuts down

just like how the world shut me down.

i've seen every aweful thing in this world

people kill w/ no reason, they just do it

i witnessed all the cruelty the world can show.

i've seen and heard how everybody

pretends that they had nothin' to do abt these crimes

like they don't care at all..

they don't give a damn!

with what you do, or what you did

this is life...

a one cold life...

you have everything but no one seems to care

i have been trapped in this life long ago

and i never learned the way out to escape.

no matter how i wanted to escape life, i just can't.

it's so cold in here...

i have sheets and covers all over me

but it don't seem to give the warmth i needed

i'm getting numb

it seems like the only bulb that lights my way is now slowly fading.

then i'm beginning to see darkness

then there it is.. it all went dark

in the dark, i started to breathe again

i felt at peace and my heart stopped beating hyterically

the cold has finally went away

it's getting warmer now

where there is no more light

it's dark in here, yes...

but at least i no longer have to see

those people suffering from pain and agony

ironically, this is life

one cold life...

here in the dark, i feel calm

i don't need to scream anymore

where no one seemed to hear

i no longer have to cry

where no one bothers to ask me why?

i'm in the dark

and i feel no scared

i'm in the dark, but

it makes me feel safer here

now i call this

one cold darkness of light...

where in here, i am free and finally happy