One night

Sitting on cold cement driveway late at night thinking about how useless and stupid i've become.
            I've wished death so god gave me a snake.

The snake slowly slithered towards me
            "Finally, death"
                    That's what came across my mind before my fucking cat pounced at my gift of death.
   And so with that, ends my night. With dry tears and a dead snake.
    Fuck my life,
              Let me sleep
                                and rest in peace.
Awake on a sleepless night, Wishing death once more.
             God gave me nothing.
   Turned my laptop on, and started typing a piece about this night, the night where i could have gotten my wish.
               My wish of death.
              Words,
                          Words.
                                 I may have had enough.
               Problems,
                       Problems.
                               I may have had enough.
Dear humanity,
              Fuck.My.Life.
                        Let me sleep
                                     and rest in peace.

Maybe on another life, I'll be someone that you expect me to be.
     Maybe on another life, You'll be happy that you have me.
         Maybe on another life, You'll be proud of what you see.
Dear god,
       Let this be a lesson to me.
                    A lesson i'll treasure for a lifetime.
   But still,
                  Fuck my life,
                    Let me sleep
                                 and rest in peace.