One sided love

What is worse in the world? Is it cancer, AIDS, leukaemia..I dont know may be..but what I am going through right now feels much worse that these..i am a victim of one sided love...it's not  like my heart just started liking someone so much out of the blue..I was led into believing that he too was serious about me..but alas. That was not the case..once the guy got to know that m falling for him..he started avoiding me..started keeping distance and would make me feel so needy for him...and my brain wanted only him by then ..as if he was my drug...I could not enjoy anything..eat or $leep properly..my health is suffering..and I don't know what 5o do about it..and yes the guy knows that am falling in depression over him..but he cannot give me what I want..that is his love..he can give me his care.but that is not enough...I deserve someone s Loveland undivided attention..

So to 5rick my brain..I have started t9 think that he s dead..I think this way it gets easier to get convinced 5hat you canno5 get something.and 5here is more acceptance..I hope I am successful in tricking my brain..and finay i5 can let me be in peace..

5ill then to all of you who are in one sided love...lo5s of blessings and hugs...just hang on there pal...