Launchorasince 2014
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Out of my control

And so I let this broken lady in me free.

I let her do all her dramas.

She swallowed all her pride and confess all that she hides.

She's so pitiful.

She looks pathetic.

She's like a doctor who tries to do CPR to a 2yrs dead body.

She's like a kid who has a tonsillitis and cries over a candy.

She's like a fool that been kicked out of school.

She's like a willing victim offering herself to a criminal.

She's like a chemist formulating a poison for her suicidal.

And now that she's done with all of her dramas, she's like riding on a sinking boat because of the tears she cried.

She thought that he'll be back to her side.

She did everything and still get nothing.

Nothing but pain.
Again.
From the same person.
In the same game.

I wish she's done.
I wish all her pain will be gone.
I wish she'll stop dreaming about happy ending. I wish she'll be happy without pretending.
I wish she'll soon recover from all the wounds he caused her.

If you saw her, please tell her everything will be okay, and she'll be happy someday.
Please convince her to stop chasing that monster.
Please remind her that she's perfectly and wonderfully made, and she don't deserve a man like him.
Please comfort her with silly jokes or songs.
Please pray for her.
Please do these things for I know she'll never listen to me.

I wish she'll listen to you.

I hope she will.

For she's a broken lady in me, and she's out of my control.