Another night,
Another death,
Another time,
Another dream...
I scream,
Within my mind,
It's another time to die,
To say another goodbye,
I know I can survive...
I'm a living dead,
I'm a master piece,
No soul within,
Just dream's screams...
The thoughts of future,
Killing me from within,
My heart drown in misery,
My brain stopped working,
My soul gone missing,
My body is numb,
But still alive...
In the hopes of getting back,
Senseless dreams of the past,
Turning out to be true,
The nightmares recall,
The broken heart with a dead soul,
The numb body trying to look for peace,
Even in paralysis it plead...
The words of my past,
Are fundamentally irrelevant,
To who I am now...
But what if those words of past,
Seem to be controlling my present,
My thoughts and my intuitions...
Maybe my gut goes wrong,
Maybe I'm self-domesticated,
And because of my past,
I'm not able to forgive myself...
Because I know the facts,
Which might have changed now,
Because people change,
But I'm afraid what if they aren't,
What if they're still the same,
Will I ever be able to forgive myself...
I still can fight?
But need to decide a side,
Maybe the deeds come in handy,
But the dreams are out if sight...
Need a telescope,
To search,
For what we call the fate,
To look for the future,
To help to decide or create a new side...
I'm not a coward,
What all I said,
Is just a thought,
The present is painful,
Because it's preparing for the future,
I know I'll be successful,
I know everything will fall in place,
What's in meant to be mine will be,
And what's not will not,
All I need,
Is to do good deeds,
And karma will listen to my plead...
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