The searing pain blinds me again,
Stabbing cold sweats and venomous blue blood,
Wonder what it's trying to teach me,
Wonder where I went wrong!!
Promises not honoured,
Crushed and crumpled feelings,
In ambivalence I live, soaking in your diffidence hoping to again come alive..
It's trust that was murdered,
It's hope that was crushed,
It's my naivety that was played with,
It's the Lord only who can say, what was my fault...