panic attack...

that one second you said "its over"...

i turned and walked back

but you know how was i feeling inside....

my heart was jumping to get hold of you

my hands were seeking yours desperately 

my fingers were trembling to touch you

my body needed your hug more than anything

i cant breathe 

i cant see

i cant feel anything... not a single thing...

its like i'm numb to everything that is happening around me.

everywhere i go its you... it has always been you!

i felt like i'm suffocating under our memories

bittersweet as it may seem, it still lingers around me 

like i am struck inside an hurricane.

your scent was still in my dress 

your kiss was still in my lips...

the question was not how could you...?

it was, how will i get through this?

your words were so deep it made an unhealing scar

those scars were my only parting gift.

i still love you. 

that is a stupid thing to say,

but never-mind, you cant hear me

now that i am far away...!