PATH THAT LEAD YOU

It's been days since I spoke with you or heard your voice

It's been days since I saw you either virtually or physically,

I think it was just a decision of mine even after knowing how it'll end...

It's like wanting to get water in a desert or to get wet in  the rain even after knowing what it leads to, 

But still, you are like the only hope in this lifelike desert and you're like the icecream that I crave on rainy days,

I always thought I was the third wheel between you and your life.....

But how come I never got to know I wasn't meant to be anything in our life,

I always craved to listen to your voice as it was like having a cup of coffee which just took my sadness, tiredness, or just doubled my happiness.

I always desired to be with you holding your hand as it made all my dreams, hopes, and wishes to stay alive,

But even after knowing that me being mute or not in your life meant nothing or just that nothing changed at all,

I feel like it was just me who took everything about you more to heart than you,

All those roads that we took now seem like questions where neither I nor you know answers to,

All these tears that are dropping through my cheeks are weighing more than ever where I am unable to carry them more,

This empty heart of mine is unbearable where it just seeks my soul which you took along with you,

I want to move and quit this pain but it seems that my heart is enjoying this pain too as at least I have your thoughts and memories in this,

It seems that loving you was more than just destiny......

It seems that I can just wish and wait for destiny to bring me to you once more,

As I have given my all to you and fought with every way that I could,

 I now set you free to seek your path and wish those roads will once again lead you to me,

At least this time I want you to fall for me the same way I did .............