Peer Pleasure!

Feeling a felt in one hand and a vintage page making out with its tip giving feels it never should..

Is it right to feel wrongly?? A nymph got into my heart seeking utmost pleasure in everything i did. I named it anxiety.. But I was wrong.. It's real name turned out to be crazier than it should.. It was a mastermind..Loved playing games, feeling overly excited, up for adventures and challenges, sends emotions to heart and captures the rest with it..It is mind-games..

horrible and terrific..Once in love always fallen for it to eternity.. Nothing else seems peaceful except this working your way..Doesn't care if somebody you love falls in mere discrepancies . It is always desperate for more..thirsty for every evil deed... unless..it gets an exact equal half to call it even..

Have you ever felt fear?? dominant aggression ..horrifying intensified fears all crumbling down to just one thing.. take the world down with whatever part is human of yours...

These are feelings.. When body doesn't accept something like that.. it deviates into million other things... Mine deviates towards revenge and pleasure with mind games. Making peace with things like that makes us outrageously evil wicked and destructive..

But amnesia you see.... everything of what was lost of you seemed like a terrifying pleasure.. dreams were soo real like .. life existed only in role plays and scripts that were never read and paid attention to with life characters in it..

Welcome to my world of confusion..and a little of dirty little confessions...

Its me.. the mind doing all her talking...

I flow through the most intense corners of her zonal character and attitude issues.. her parents and friends think she has..

 Sounds retard much??

Apparently us together seems stubborn and crazy..

To open up chances of showing a little interesting zone..  I need to be aware and disjoint of her body reflexes acting her way out..

awaiting her to conquer her shredded miseries and start spilling out feels of truths and dirty lies..

I'm a story waiting to be told.. will mend my interest if you find it in me..