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Pride

You thought I was just a piece of life?
No, I should be your life.
You said I am just someone.
No. I am always "The One"

You can't blame me for what I did wrong.
Just compliment me for what I did good for you.
You can't judge my features.
'Cos I know that I'm better and will always be better than you.

I'm living with pride.
I'm living a strong independent human.
I'm living like I'm on top of the world.
And I'm living my life that has no poor, ugly and sympathy.

Bow down to me.
Worshipped me.
Make me your god.
And if you please,
Go hurt me.

I won't cry.
I won't beg for forgiveness,
Even if I am also the reason why I am hurt right now.
I won't make you see that I'm weak.

Now that I am old.
No one helped me even though I am cold.
To all the people I turn down before,
They are helping me even though I am not asking for a lot of things like care and more

It hurts. It really hurts.
How come my heart hurts like this?
I guess pride is not a life.

I really think I am so high.
But right now that I'm seeing people with simple life,
How can they be so happy with a poor life?

What is that word that makes them so happy?
Oh yes! Love.
How come I didn't experience this?
When did it start?
Why did I missed this?

At the end of day and also the end of my life, I want to experience it.
But it is too late now...
I regret dying with life full of pride.

Please don't die...
Like my life.
Please don't die...
With no love in life.