You're the reason why I'm smiling.
But you're the reason why I'm crying.
Staying with you leads me into pain.
But leaving you makes me insane.
I do really want to hurt you.
But I wish you're always fine too.
I want to forget you instantly
But I still want to cherish our moments endlessly.
Ignoring you might be a perfect heal
But I always notice you in real.
You soak me in total mud
But I cleanse you in a bubbly bathtub.
I covet I could kill you now
But I wish you'll allow me to take care of you anyhow.
And when we meet again, I won't take any glance at you.
Because I want you to do it first and give me a clue,
To do it into you too.
For whatever you do,
I'll still be loving you.