Full of emotions,
Out of words,
Lack of expressions,
Alone I suffer,
Nights getting darker,
Darker than they used to be,
As the time gets closer,
For you to leave.
I know it's gonna hurt,
I know I'm gonna miss you,
Even though there wasn't anything,
I know my efforts are a waste,
He's still on your mind,
I don't want a try,
I don't want a game,
I want a life,
And I know you want the same.
I don't desire your body,
Nor your caring nature,
I don't desire your time,
Nor your precious career,
All I desire is your happiness,
Cause I've fell for you,
I didn't see your body,
After you showed me your soul.
Your eyes speak a lot,
I'm unable to understand,
You don't teach me the language,
After I decoded the half,
I knew you were in pain,
It was all in your eyes,
I knew you desired love,
I knew you desired respect,
I knew you want loyalty,
I knew you want help.
You're still in a struggle,
A struggle with your past,
A struggle to accept yourself,
A constant struggle to forgive yourself,
There moments when you feel free,
Surrounded by unconditional love,
Your eyes do the talking,
You want those moments to get still,
You never intended to hurt anyone,
Everyone hurt themselves,
Then they blame on you,
And you tried to express,
They didn't understand a thing,
They made you a villain,
Their eyes were filled with fog,
And you're still cursing yourself,
For the things you didn't do,
You aren't responsible for the hell,
You've faced it alone,
They aren't in your shoes,
To feel the mental torment.
You've to forgive yourself,
It wasn't your mistake,
You aren't guilty,
You didn't hurt them,
It was their egos,
Which didn't allowed to accept the facts.
Move on in your life,
With me without me,
I don't care what you select,
I've told you what I want from you.
All I desire is your success and happiness,
Your future and your family,
Everyone should be happy,
They'll be proud once you'll reach your aim,
They'll be proud of you for everything you did,
You deserve the respect I give to you,
You deserve the love I give to you,
You deserve the best I can give to you,
You deserve even better,
So, I'll get better for you.
I know you'll never admit,
But there's something you can see,
You can see it in my eyes,
What you never thought you'll see,
I wanna make you proud,
I wanna make you happier,
I wanna slap the faces,
Who framed your bad images,
They're the shits of society,
Stay alert of them,
They're everywhere in the society,
Just ignore their presence.
They don't deserve your attention,
They don't deserve your respect,
They don't deserve your love,
They're attention seekers,
Always think they're right,
Never accept their mistake,
And move on with their fights,
They think they've learned everything,
They think they know it,
They think they deserve everything,
Even if they don't,
Stop giving them discounts,
It's just a few days,
Give your self-respect some priority,
And help them a little bit less.
You're very beautiful,
You're an angel,
You see the world with the eyes of love,
The eyes of unconditional love,
You're a master of self,
You're best at forgiving others,
You're like a goddess,
Showing the path to the less fortunate,
Making their dreams a bait,
Your intentions are always good,
You can never do bad,
You only want to spread happiness,
And that's what we did in our last days,
It's so sad I ain't there,
To celebrate your final days,
That means it isn't the end,
It's just the beginning of another end,
With me without me,
No matter what happens of me,
I want you to complete your dream,
I want you to live your dream,
Even if I die,
My soul will help you,
This isn't the last time,
I'll always be there for you,
Just close your eyes and call my name,
Focus on your heart you you'll find me there,
I know it all, cause your eyes speak a lot,
I know I'm a motivation,
For the hell I'm surviving so happily,
It's all because of you,
Because I know,
I can always count on you.
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