It's been a long time since I wrote anything,
I was at the rock bottom with no skills in climbing,
I knew it wouldn't gonna help me but to imagine,
Having wings to try flying.
For starters I stopped crying,
Gathered all the strength and start climbing,
Falling back at the ground I was annoyed,
But to see the outer world I had to keep trying...
In the start it was difficult to imagine,
But examine what can be done,
To undo the damage,
It felt like I was sleeping and it's just a bad dream,
But the truth was way beyond my believes,
It just happened to be,
When she left me,
I was broken,
Still laughing,
Hiding my pain and tears,
It was exhausting,
I died the moment she left,
But got reincarnated,
But devastated,
The thoughts,
Dictated,
The mind's moratorium,
Cessation,
Initiation,
The evacuation,
Of the thoughts from the situation,
I needed some motivation,
To rhyme the words and back to be a sensation,
Delayed the train of my life by some,
Days,
To escape,
Into the space,
My space,
To reincarnate,
And create,
This delicate,
Piece of art.
To shout,
My heart out,
Loud,
My voice,
Screams from within trying to come out,
But I don't shout.
I controlled my emotions,
Till the time of the conclusion,
Of this misery on my soul as lotion,
Caution!!!
To the weak hearts as it's no healing potion,
It's poison,
Good enough to burn the world in one motion,
I don't care about your notion,
I felt the demotion,
From a human being to a devil in ocean.
But my heart still beats,
I guess I need to calm down,
And listen to the beats,
Not at the supersonic speed,
To heal,
The wound on my soul,
And to feel the feelings I used to have,
As now I'm writing again,
It means I flew and came out of the grave,
And truly reincarnated and humane,
I'm still sane,
Not hurting anyone just to save the name,
Not being a hurricane,
Not being insane,
No more inhumane,
I'm still the same.