How do I react?
When you promised not to come back ever but still left your fragile traces behind which torments me every night before I fall asleep?
They tend to envelop me in their hold in a much stronger way that it leaves me in tears.
They tend to invade my mind, leaving me a blank piece of stuff which isn't something easy to let go.
I know these things might have no effect on the cold you who doesn't care about how you destroyed me once in that burning fire you still carry for me, yet I will speak. Why? Because this way you won't listen to them. I don't want these to reach your ears ever. I will tame them in my words and they will still carry your redolence no matter what.
How do you think of me to react when you come back each time and leave at your own will? You make me happy at your will and leave me in some painful smithereens to dwell in after you walk away like I am just a four-walled abode to spend a lonely night.
I regret. No, not to let you into my life, but I regret on myself where my only flaw was,
"Falling in love with fire"
As those doomed emotions replay today in my head I let you free once again for the night when I know you will still occupy my mind like you dwell in it.