It will get easier everyday, I believe. It will be difficult at first to unload the baggages you've been carrying because you clinged to those for a very long time. The universe will conspire, but you'll need to do it with conscious volition. Lest you'll never get out of it. You'll need to do it everyday, one day after another.
And when the time finally comes, when you're already healed, you'll laugh about it all. You'll learn from it and mature. You'll see things beautifully after the chaos. You'll know how vital happiness is because you've already experience an age of sorrow. You'll thank the universe in aiding you in your healing process.
I'm sure you'll recover. You'll get there. Because like what Paulo Coelho said, "With each step, we arrive."