I am Sad but I am Happy
I can't really decide
Drenched in
My own wonder and despair
Longing and care
They told me
That I should be
Happy and be proud
Like the sun as it greets
The morning in a cloud
Sad? I should not be
like making it a coffee
And be confined
By the thought
That it takes away doubt
Maybe I should be
Both sad and happy
Not because it's safe
Because it is
And it feels right and great