All her life, she is adjusting.
She's hoping to be accepted.
She's hoping to be desired.
However, she thinks people are manipulating her.
They only call her when needed.
They only want her just for show.
No one can understand the pain inside her.
She may look like she's one of them.
But in her heart, she knows that she is just a thing for them.
They will only be there when they are nothing.
She felt sad for it has no sincerity.
She felt no kindness.
How can a woman like her find a true world?
A place where fake smiles are not showing.
A place where genuine laughs are around.
Right now, she is feeling lonely.
There may be a lot of people around her,
But none of them can be called as friends.
She always wonders how happy it is to live in a world
With true peace
And true people.