She chose you because she loved you, above anyone else who can possibly love her right she gave you her trust. You had her heart. You had everything she could give because she thought you were all she ever wanted. Your love, your affection, your sincerity, your loyalty and your time are taste of bliss for her, but then you proved her wrong when your consistency changes over time, while she remains the same.
You work so hard and your bank account grows. You sleep a lot because you’re too tired from work, you’re concerned with your health. You clean your favorite bike because you feel it needs to be done, it’s good that you can find a little time doing so. You play your favorite game, and you satisfy your happiness. She lived up with all your shortcomings because you said it would be for the good of both of you one day. But where is she in the picture when it’s all about you?
Your never-ending conversations eventually turned into a good morning or goodnight greeting. Your date became counted, your sweet moments became rare and your appreciation for her are numbered. Your often became seldom. Worst is you slowly forget those special days. Nevertheless, she’s getting along with those inconsistencies of your's because she understands you have a life apart from her but you are a part of her’s.
As you get busier, she’s becoming lonelier and when she complained you got mad because you think she’s being irrational and so you never heard a word from her again, not until she redefined happiness and realizes that she’s done being half-loved. She starts thinking she’s worth more than just your after two hours response messages or your “I’ll see you if I have time”or “let’s eat together if I’m out early” and will call you if I’m not busy.” The next thing you know she’s starting to have a life with other people. The kind of life you once promised her because she now knows she’s better off without you, and she won’t care not seeing you again.
Being committed is not a walk in the park. If you think she’s too much for you, then she's good to go.