Should I Die

Once I saw the dream
Of a person to be honest to me
I realize everyone lie,as it seem
In their eyes,I can see

I haven't lied any of them,important to me
But I wonder why to me, only, they did
I loved them a  lot, so why couldn't they see
No matter a child or a kid,whether my friend or my brother Sid

Ofcourse they didn't loved me as much as I did
Still I love them, though I don't pretend at all
Remembring the days, we fell in the field
And also when we walked to the mall

Most of my friends ,they cheated  me
And always made it a sight of sigh
Now I don't wanna try to turn back and see
But it didn't work at heart of my
Days and weeks forced me to think "Should I Die Really?"