Some days, I hear my thoughts whispering to me
telling me what to feel and what not to feel
most days, they're silent
They blur out all the things i don't want to hear
they blur out all the things i do
They blur my feelings
And it's like I'm floating in a void of empty, thoughtless space
staring in my eyes, they're emptied
And I don't know why
It's like people slowly drained the life out of it.
The things they say
The things they do
slowly talking away what's meant to be mine
Until it's all gone
They have nothing to take anymore
They stop wanting more and start pushing me away
like I was nothing to begin with
But a tiny fraction of their time
They don't know the things I do
The words they use, they can't hear it
They things they do, they can't see it
But I can
And it Hurts