If looks can be deceiving, then, a stare can also be deceiving.
I was deceived by a stare from a man whom I can't believe that he will be my classmate. It was started when I took an entrance exam from a university and I saw this man sitting in front on me, staring at me. By my simple glance for this man staring at me, assuming strikes me.
I don't know but to think that he have a crush on me is kind of a weird feeling inside me since he kept staring at me... since he became my classmate for three years now. By his stares, his beautiful eyes, handsome face, I already have a crush on him. For how many stares? I think you can't count it by your fingers.
And the time has passed. My friend said something to me about him. She didn't know that I already liked him. And she said that, she knew who is his crush. And again... assuming strikes me. I imagined that she will say that I am his crush and then my face burning red but my imagination cracked when she already said the name of that girl.
Assuming is not new to all. Some of us assume something from anybody. But you will feel hurt by assuming too much.
I thought I am his crush but I'm wrong. Because of that stare and my simple glance for him, I can't believe that my life could be this painful, my heart broken, real tears but fake smile to everyone. All of this, I am the only one who mended my broken heart. It is over now.
And up to this moment I am writing this, I want to say to all of you that there is a man who I caught staring at me again. So what's now? Is this an assuming cycle?