- It has been a really long time since we haven't been "us"
- I have finally realised that I'm actually gonna be fine.
- After an endless circle of self loath,
- I think spring has finally come to melt the cold you left.
- I have stopped knocking on the door I know,
- Is never gonna be answered.
- I have finally put the ice cream back in the freezer,
- which I let melt in hope of your return.
- I no longer need you to eat my ice cream with..
- You are the Sun to my Moon.
- No longer because you gave me hope when I couldn't find it.
- But because you have to set, in order for me to rise.
- All this time I spent loathing myself for what I did to you.
- And you just blindly used it for sympathy.
- Thank you, for showing me exactly what I don't need.
- I don't need the love of someone who doesn't believe in mine.
- You are of the fire which gave me warmth,
- But burnt out the moment it snowed.
- I would have waited for you too, you know.
- For you, a thousand times over.
- But you, my love, don't deserve a single little bit of it.
- Now, I don't hate you love.
- I couldn't even if I tried. Even if I wanted to.
- But taking responsibility for your life is like flying.
- You feel inevitable, free and empowered.
- I was a Magnificent Bird, whereas you; A mere Land Animal.
- If me carrying the mountain of guilt over my shoulders,
- Keeps you in shade forever, then so be it.
- But I won't have you standing there not even accrediting my pain.
- I can't just stand there crying the invisible tears,
- Just because you hate me too much to come and help.
- I will no longer let you caress my soul to smoothen yourself.
- I will no more burn in an everlasting fire,
- Just so you keep taking the credit of lighting it.
- I will no longer be the thief who used to steal your memories from the past.
- I will not have the urge to wish you a happy birthday.
- I will no longer ponder on whether it was too late to love you.
- Because even if it was, it's okay.
- I can't let you keep my heart forever, love.
- For it is me, that it needs to beat for.
- I can't let you keep all my love anymore.
- For I might have, by mistake, given you my share of it.
- I will no longer be your sob story.
- My story is tired of being shoved by you.
- It needs a new Protagonist.
- I recently decided to fill the vacancy myself.
- But believe me love, you will never find anyone,
- Who would willingly dig a hole in their soul,
- Just to treasure safely; a part of you.
- Who would fight an inner War, every day,
- Just to win the honour of loving you.
- I would have gracefully done that for the rest of my life. But.
- For you, not once more, ever.
~Thank you for staying, but you can leave now.