Solitude

There are times in your life when you would be sleepy at 3:00 AM,yet a thousand thoughts will cloud your brain and force you to rethink your life in radical terms.

These are the moments you wish you could literally thrash,scream,punch those insignificant people who've held up your life and have made it miserably miserably. Those people from whom you expect a lot,have had a thousand dreams but now you watch them drift apart..Slowly..

And you realise that it had happened earlier also..And will happen again..

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The silence of the night, pierced by the occasional chirping of birds,the devotional music somewhere and the lone motorist on the ever lonely roads..And there you'll lie,thinking;turning and tossing in your bed about what could've been and what had turned out actually..You curse your luck,you curse the person..But,deep down you realise that nothing's gonna probably change..You'll behave foolishly once again,and once again you'll have this "slipping away" feeling..And this cycle would repeat itself..You'll be bruised,scathed, scarred; yet you'll yearn..

And in the end,it'll just be a lonely night..With just you and the calm,cold night spreading her arms around you and giving the best embrace.

It'll be just you and your solitude.