Someone

I am with a wrong person.

I am with someone, who doesn’t love me.

Who doesn’t understands me.

Who doesn’t knows my sorrows.

Who doesn’t care to listen to me.

Someone, who won’t care to wake up at night, even if i am crying.

Someone, who has crushed me, my feeling, My dreams, and my heart.

This person, hardly knows knows me.

He only knows one thing, lust or getting physical.

For fulfilling his needs, he would cross any or every limit.

Being with this person, is making me sick.

If there is god out there, why doesn’t he do something for me?

Everyone says, whatever happens, happens because of DESTINY, if this is so, is this what i am destined to?

I am tired of crying and breaking apart.

But still hope that, someday things would change.

Someday, someone would come and fix everything up.

Till then, i would keep crying every night and would keep making such notes, because, YOU, my diary, is the only escape from this reality.