*** Still ***

I could still remember time after time

Those joy and memories when you were once mine.

But now I'm here, all by myself -- alone.

Watching my heart shatter as your life goes on,

And take the road you claimed your own.

I could still remember, those days of mourning,

And my heart tatters as I wake up each morning.

Reliving our memories of all these yesteryears

Which drowned me each night in pain and tears,

Drenching in a deathless flood that stops me from breathing.

I could still remember, how I begged in every prayer

And wish that we are back again together.

If it's the only way, then I would gladly pray forever.

But could love spark once more like a light,

In your heart that is as cold as the night?

I could still remember, how love seemed so real,

Reviving my life back, yet now my happiness is futile.

Reminiscing all our past, and here I am -- waiting still.

You're still in my mind and in my dreams as well,

And here in my heart is where you'll always dwell.

-turningBlind, 2014