I could still remember time after time
Those joy and memories when you were once mine.
But now I'm here, all by myself -- alone.
Watching my heart shatter as your life goes on,
And take the road you claimed your own.
I could still remember, those days of mourning,
And my heart tatters as I wake up each morning.
Reliving our memories of all these yesteryears
Which drowned me each night in pain and tears,
Drenching in a deathless flood that stops me from breathing.
I could still remember, how I begged in every prayer
And wish that we are back again together.
If it's the only way, then I would gladly pray forever.
But could love spark once more like a light,
In your heart that is as cold as the night?
I could still remember, how love seemed so real,
Reviving my life back, yet now my happiness is futile.
Reminiscing all our past, and here I am -- waiting still.
You're still in my mind and in my dreams as well,
And here in my heart is where you'll always dwell.
-turningBlind, 2014