story fifteen

Yes I have seen better but I have seen worst too!!

As the world steps into a new year, I wish with all my heart to embrace it with that enthusiasm that all the people show.   

Life is full of ups and downs. This year has been more of downs than of ups.

It made me realize that I will cherish these downs more than the ups.I got to meet new people,got friends who will be on my side no matter what.

People whom I thought I can rely upon has gone far away. 

Yes it was painful , sad and what not.... At times I was or rather still am so depressed to lose these people.

With the start of this new year year I want to completely forget or rather forgive these people, not for them but for me.So that the heaviness goes off my chest.

This is probably the toughest resolution. Because somewhere deep down I still have respect for these people.I will always be fond of the memories I have of them. I just want to let this go and still have that respect for them.

I don't want to look back at those memories and be sad... I want to cherish those.

I fear not to lose people but to lose the beautiful memories we share.

I cannot get over it. Definitely not today, but someday I want to...