#always
i stood by the windows. rain streaking down the window as tears streaked down my face. i knew i had lost her, but my mind was numb in denial. i couldn't stand a thought that involved me living on without her by my side. i disdainfully walk through the corridors of the hospital, thinking pointlessly how to end this peril. i walk on until i reach the topmost floor . a faint greenish light illuminated the entire floor. i didn't see where it came from, but i sure did have an unsettling sense about it.
still unaware about the world around, i walk on. my mind wrapped in the memories of her, of us. I walk a little more i until i could couldn't contain it any further. i broke down and slumped on a bench kept nearby. i don't know for how long i cried on that bench. i only composed myself when i felt a strange warmth wrap itself around me, as if someone was hugging me. i felt calm and at ease. i know i shouldn't be happy, but i still felt serene. i felt her around me